I’m Terrence Hayes, and five minutes ago, I was thinking about my AP History essay. Now, I’m thinking about how hard it is to breathe when a grown man is kneeling on your neck. I’m seventeen, an honor society member, and I’ve spent my whole life playing by the rules. But the rules don’t apply when Officer Brian Kellerman decides you’re a payday.
“Check his waistband!” Kellerman shouted to his partner, Hinckley.
“Sir, he was just walking… he has a CVS bag,” Hinckley stammered, his voice trembling. He was new, still possessed a conscience, but he was too afraid of Kellerman to use it.
“I said check him!” Kellerman roared. He yanked my arms back so far I felt my shoulders scream. He didn’t care about the jewelry store robbery three blocks away. He didn’t care that I didn’t fit the height or weight of the suspect. He saw a kid in a hoodie and saw an easy closed case.
“Please,” I choked out. “My ID is in my wallet. I’m a student at Heights Prep. My dad is—”
“I don’t care if your dad is the Pope,” Kellerman hissed, clicking the cuffs into their tightest notch. He threw me into the back of the cruiser, my head bouncing off the plastic partition. He leaned in, his badge gleaming under the streetlights like a hunting trophy. “You’re mine now, Terrence. And in my house, nobody hears you scream.”
As we sped toward the 12th Precinct, the reality set in. My phone was gone, my evidence was in the dirt, and I was being walked into a nightmare where the police were the monsters. But Kellerman had made one fatal mistake: he hadn’t checked my last name on a database yet. He thought he was the most powerful man in the city. He was about to find out how wrong he was.
The interrogation room at the 12th Precinct was a tomb of grey concrete and peeling paint. Kellerman didn’t put me in a chair. Instead, he forced me to stand, chaining my right wrist to a heavy iron ring bolted into the wall. It was a relic of an era before civil rights, a “compliance tool” they weren’t supposed to use anymore. But Kellerman didn’t seem to care about “supposed to.”
“Let’s try this again,” Kellerman said, slamming a folder onto the metal table. He had removed his jacket, revealing sweat-stained holsters. The rookie, Hinckley, stood by the door, looking nauseous. “Where did you stash the watches? We know you didn’t act alone. Give me a name, and maybe I don’t charge you with resisting arrest.”
“I want my phone call,” I said, my voice cracking but firm. “And I want a lawyer. You’ve violated my Fourth Amendment rights by stopping me without probable cause. You’re violating my Sixth Amendment rights by denying me counsel.”