PART 1
“Get out of this house before you stain our last name again!”
My father’s voice rumbled so loudly that even the Virgen del aisle seemed to tremble on the wall. I was still standing by the door, with a backpack in one hand and the pregnancy test in the other, when he took it from me with one pull, read it only once and his face was broken down like no human being had ever been seen.
My mom started crying instantly. He didn’t even look at me. He dropped into the armchair, persigned twice and repeated, almost in a murmur: “My God… my God… what did you do, Elena?”
I was seventeen. We lived in a quiet colony of Querétaro, where everyone knew everyone, where my father, Tomás Salgado, was the respected man in the neighborhood: owner of a mechanical workshop, deacon in the church, of those who gave other people’s advice as if they were a holy word. No one would have imagined that that night I was going to throw myself into the street like I was garbage.
“Who was it?” he demanded.
I didn’t answer.
Not because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t even know how to tell the truth myself without it sounding any worse. My head had been hell made for weeks. Everything had happened so fast that I felt that if I opened my mouth, the whole world was going to break in front of me.
My father grabbed my arm so hard that he left me marked.
“I’m talking to you, Elena. Who got you pregnant?”