I hadn’t seen Ryan in nearly twenty years.
In high school, he was the reason I dreaded walking into that building. The reason I ate lunch in the library, pretending to study while my stomach twisted itself into knots. The reason I learned how to smile when I wanted to disappear.
Ryan wasn’t just “mean.” He was strategic. Quietly cruel. The kind of boy who could humiliate you with one sentence and still look innocent when a teacher walked by. He never raised his voice, never shoved me into lockers. He didn’t need to. His words were sharper than fists.
So when I ran into him at a coffee shop at thirty-two, I nearly turned around and left.
But he said my name like it mattered.
And then he apologized.