Pregnant wife receives a call from a cop: “your husband is in the hospital. We found him with a woman.” When she arrived, the doctor said: “madam, what you are about to see may shock you.” He opened the curtain—she fell to her knees at the sight. The doctor whispered: “there is something else you need to know.”

We walked together, unlikely allies in a war we didn’t know we were fighting. I followed him in.

Michael was stirring, groaning as the sedation wore off. Jessica was sitting up, legs over the side of the bed. When she saw David, her face collapsed.

“David,” she sobbed. A dry, ugly sound.

David stopped five feet from her. He looked at her, then at Michael. The connection solidified.

“Jessica,” he said, his voice cracking. “What is this?”

“It was a mistake!” she cried. “It’s not what you think!”

“A mistake?” David laughed, a harsh, mirthless bark. “A mistake is forgetting to pay a bill. Being in a car halfway to Portland with the neighbor’s husband isn’t a mistake. It’s a choice.”

Michael opened his eyes. He blinked, confused, then saw the assembly. He saw me.

“Laura…” he whispered.

I stared at him, feeling nothing. Just a vast, icy void.

“David, look at me,” Jessica pleaded. She did something then that made the room stop. She placed her hands protectively over her stomach.

I froze. I knew that gesture. I had been doing it unconsciously for eight months.