Off The Record Homeless After Prison, I Moved Into A Hidden Cave — That’s When Everything Began

They Killed the Lamp Without Discussing It, and the Dark Came Back Instantly

Aitana stood at the edge of the entrance and listened.

Truck doors. More than two. The crunch of boots on gravel and the muffled sound of voices organizing themselves into some kind of approach. The headlights of two trucks swept through the scrub brush below the hill and sent white light strobing through the brush.

“How did they know so fast?” Jacinto breathed.

“Someone saw me at the house earlier,” Aitana said. “Or at the chapel. Or when I asked about Fausto in town.”

“I didn’t think they’d—”

“They’ve been waiting eleven years for me to not come back. The fact that I did was always going to be a problem for them.”

She could hear the men more clearly now. Four, maybe five. Moving with the unhurried confidence of people who don’t expect to be resisted.

And then, stepping through the beam of the lead truck’s headlights, came a figure she would have known by his walk from twice the distance.

Fausto.

Forty-five years old. Built like their father. Wearing a pressed shirt at nine o’clock at night on a hillside in the desert, which told her everything she needed to know about how much advance notice he had gotten about this errand.

“Aitana!” His voice carried up the hill with the easy projection of a man who has never had to raise his voice to be heard because the spaces around him have always arranged themselves in his favor. “Come on out. Nobody’s here to cause trouble. We just want to talk.”

We just want to talk.

The same sentence, or one like it, had preceded every significant loss in her adult life.

We just want to discuss the paperwork.

We just want to clarify a few things.

We just want to make sure we’re all on the same page.

Aitana stepped out of the cellar entrance.

The wind hit her face, cool and direct, the desert wind that came off the high ground after sunset and smelled like creosote and clean distance. The headlights below didn’t quite reach her, but she could see the men, and they could see her shape against the hillside.

Fausto saw her and smiled.

That specific smile — the one he had been using since they were children, the one that communicated that he already knew how this was going to end and was only going through the motions as a courtesy.

“Just look at that,” he called up. “The prodigal sister.”

“Wrong sibling for that story,” she said. “You were the one who ran.”

The smile stayed. “Come down. Let’s do this like adults.”

“I’m fine where I am.”

“Aitana—”

“I came back with everything,” she said, loudly enough that every man behind him could hear it clearly. “The notebook. The witness statement. The bank records. And the video from Benjamin’s office. September fourteenth. The night before the police came to my apartment.”

The smile stopped.

Not all at once. It unwound, like something coming unspooled.

She watched the two men immediately behind Fausto do the small, involuntary thing that people do when they realize the situation they walked into is different from the one they were briefed on.

Fausto recovered.

He was good at recovering.

“You’re confused,” he said. “Whatever you think you found up there—”

“I watched the video,” Aitana said. “All twenty-three minutes. I heard you ask what would happen if she talked. I heard Benjamin say they’d have everything transferred before any defense could be built. I heard our mother say I was the complication.”

Silence from the hillside.