I texted:
Please talk to me.
Are you okay?
We need to figure this out.
Nothing.
Friends offered to stay with me, but I told them I was fine. The truth was, I didn’t want anyone to see how broken I felt.
Every night I lay awake, one hand on my belly, whispering to my baby that everything would be okay—even though I wasn’t sure I believed it myself.

Then, one rainy evening, the pain started.
At first it was just a dull pressure in my back.
But within an hour, the contractions were strong enough to make me gasp.
“Not yet,” I whispered, gripping the kitchen counter. “Please not yet.”
My due date was still weeks away.
I tried calling Daniel again.
Voicemail.
My heart pounded. Panic spread through my chest as another contraction hit, sharper this time.